New Year's Resolutions

It's the end of the year and I'm happy to see it go.  It's been a year of ups and downs - which makes sense as someone diagnosed as bipolar.

As I roll into the New Year, I realize I'm ever so close to "that age".  You know what that age is?  It's not old age, but I'm definitely not young anymore.  It's any age that I agreed upon a long time ago that I was supposed to have something going - not just something going, but somewhat set by then.  I'm just about a year and a half away from hitting "that age" and I feel nowhere close to where I want / thought I would be.

And even as I say this (or write this)... I find myself just wanting to do something I never did properly - record an album.

I should be planning to settle down, get married, have a career - not a job, but a career - but I still see myself chasing childish things. 

I know I should be attempting to be an adult, a grown-up, a viable part of society - but I'm still chasing childish things. 

Teenage Angst hasn't paid off well for me.

Anywho... here are songs I'd like to go on the Album:

This Could Be It...
No Use
Sara Smiled At Me
Nick's Song
Always On My Mind
Never Just Your Friend
... This is Good-Bye
Something Real